Trying to get Riley to the doctors for his 6mth needle appointment – First the rubber on the front door broke and I had to kick it shut from behind and go out the garage, then I finally got all Riley’s stuff in the lancer and of course it wouldn’t start, So I chucked everything in the cruiser, tripped and hurt my ankle while doing it 😦 but least we still made it to the doctors on time lol
Love
One day in bed
Here is another poem by a sixteen year old me!
It is pretty obvious that I cannot survive on my own
And yet I sit here all alone
This is my fault
It is always going to be because my sin
That need that is to fit in
My love is loneliness
My love is pain
This world so dark it drives me insane
Issues I see them all around me
But they are not all coming from me
The war that rages on inside my head
It can all be traced back to one day in bed
Weekly Photo Challenge: One
This is my son, he is my only ONE, an only child he be.
He is my heart and soul, he makes me whole, and he sets my sprit free
Also he is the sole focus of this photograph – so I think I can get away with using this image I took of my beautiful boy the other day in a challenge called ONE, right!?.
http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2013/12/20/photo-challenge-one
Kiddlets
Kiddlets is a word I use instead of children, a cross between Kids and Piglets. Example – yeah Riley’s good, how are your kiddlets.
It’s always been a me sort of word but when I yelled out to my husband tonight ‘have you got everything’
as we where leaving to go out out he replied
‘everything but the kiddlet’
I laughed to myself, after being together for eight years the only word he has inherited from me is kiddlets.
He doesn’t use my ‘Pudding’ which I use for a variety of things or wombat, which I’ve been calling my son since I found out I was pregnant. Oh I could go on and on with my word substitutes. It’s kiddlets that’s crossed over, must be my most ‘normal’ substitute LOL Made me laugh.
Water
Water
I scoop you up
I drink you down
When it rains
I feel you all around
Without you this world could not be
For goodness sake you’re 65 precent of me
You cleanse my body
Both inside and out
Happiness
You make me want to shout
What joy you bring
As I sink and swim
And drink you in
Dark Cloud
Dark cloud over my head
Wish I could lift it
Think I’ll just cry instead
Words in my way
So this is taking a trip into the past, here is a poem I wrote when I was Sixteen, far-out that was nearly eleven years ago 😦 anyways I must have been really messed up over something at the time hmmmmm.
Words in my way
It is a fact, that, I don’t know how to react
This world inside my head, its wack
My heart speaks a language I can’t decode
Later on no one will care which path you choose
No one cares who you really are
Everybody hides their scars
No one cares what you’ve lost
No one cares what personal lines you’ve crossed
It’s like the people you love are saying
Does it matter that I don’t really need you
I’m sick of all this hurting in my head
I’m going to go hide in my bed
I have to admit I’ve had so much fun
Think I might look into a life on the run
Can the world please look at me for all I am
That’s impossible when I block my emotions like a dam
I’m sick of always caring about what people think about me
No one else seems to care what I think of thee
I’ve said too much but not nearly all that’s in my head
All these words in my way
Fears drive me forward every day.
Weekly Photo Challenge: Grand
This is a photo I took of a GRAND old rock on a GRAND adventure my husband, I and two of our friends had together back in 2010.
There was Four of us on Two Motor Bikes. We road through New South Wales, Victoria, South Australia the Northern Territory and Queensland! over the month June.
Yes our butts were sore, but the open road and the spectacular Australian landscape was well worth it. So many memories that will stay with me for a life time.
Hang Onto You
I hang onto you
Hang onto what I know is true
Hang onto the girls we used to be
Hang onto the feeling
That with you
I’m free
Free to be myself
To heaven or hell
and stuck here on this earth
I’ll hang onto you
No matter how much it hurts
Blue
Sometimes I feel like I’m running out of fight
Sometimes I think I just might
I scold myself and then take flight
Into the night that growls and bites
I think I might need to say goodnight
and goodbye to a few of you
That rip my heart and keep me blue
RIOT’S REDEMPTION 